Arnold offered to go and teach for me, but I was stubborn and determined I could do this. I walked into church, looked at the overflowing Sunday School room, felt the sauna like temperature in the room, and panicked. I couldn't breath! I needed to throw-up! I knew I couldn't do it!
This is a strange feeling for me. I don't get nervous teaching. I don't get nervous speaking to large groups. I never feel panic, anxiety or fear in those situations. But today I felt all those things in one moment!
Thank you to Bro. Magleby for saving me and asking Bro. Cannon to teach, and thank you Crystal Magleby for giving me a hug and reassuring me it was OK and I just needed to go home and rest.
Two hours later I was feeling much better and feeling very stupid. Why or how do pregnancy hormone's make us crazy!!
1 comment:
That is CRAZY!! Travis feels bad that we weren't there--he said he would pinch hit for you anytime! I am sorry that all happened on your week to teach--I would feel the same way you do. BUT TRUST ME....nobody else feels that way! You are only human and your body has been through A LOT (more than average--even for pregnant!) Just want you to know that we think you are great--and it's good to see that you, too, are human!
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